Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Yoga my boy

A young spirited human being i have held close to my heart in so short a time has suddenly parted ... His enthusiasm at life brought him into this world at an early 7 months of creation... He fought many battles of failing lungs poor heart... brain bleed ..infection ... but he fought hard and true... very adorable big brown eyes greet me every moring when i utter his name.. his responce at 5 months of age was amazing but suddenly he decided he was tired .. when i was not by his side he decided to take a long deserved rest... closing his eyes to the universe.. he took his leave peacefull..... my heart still feels his absence i still look to his cot to see him drool away but alas he is no longer with us,... A brave boy worth mentioning worth remebering .... this world will miss him.. may he have peace.

Mind over matter or.....

... An Idle mind often wonders on the cosmic workings of the mind and soul trying its best to unravel the complexities of the unknown .. should sanity always keep check on the heart and vice versa or should we once in our lives at least let our heart rule .. knowing disaster is on its way , knowing nothing good can come out of it, but jus t to live in the moment should we just let it be ...

Take a step at a time ,enjoy the present .. move forward ... tell reason to take a back seat....go from the heart and pray the consequence is not disaster...

Lets live for now.... Im at a juncture now .... after many long attempts to keep abay from the heart and keep check on sanity ...ive taken a blind leap.... blind faith stupidity desperation idiocity ignorance one can all it by many names but ive decided to enjoy the moment...

I pray the price i pay will not be so great that it will cost me all that i hold dear...

only time will tell...